Sunday 17 Jan 2010
Silent night, thinking rising with the white moonlight, sitting in front of the window, and found something to write.Moonlight standing on my face, trees and flowers dancing in the yard, what a beautiful night! But I don’t know why, why my soul getting so noisy and can’t be calmed. Maybe something has stayed in my heart for so long time, and seems it is time for me to show up in this silent night.
Something happened and can’t be forgot, because it covering beautiful memory and pain, that is why I am always think about the past and can’t pull myself out. I knew clearly that past already passed and never come back, just don’t know why I am still can’t let it be?
I have asked myself thousand times about such questions, I don’t know why I am so clinging, maybe I am just the guy who thinking too much about what I have paid, and thinking too much about what I have got, am I an asocial man?
Maybe this is my real problem, we always said “no pay no gain”, but always forget another saying, “paying is always no equal to the gain”, sometimes paying is tremendous but gain is slight. But when you decided to pay that means there must be something or someone is deserved to your pay, right? So if finally you can’t get the expected wishes, don’t be disappointed, life is fair and it will compensate you from another aspect. For example, elementary you have learned the experience from what you done and know how to do in future, right?
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